I woke up this morning and did not get up to pray. I awoke in the midst of a severe storm with winds gushing up to 60 miles an hour. I stayed in bed for an additional 40 minutes listening, been, feeling... It was nice to hear the strength of the wind, the rain hitting the windows, the house making all kinds of strange noises as it was shaken by the storm. I could hear the wind-chimes going crazy outside. It was cold and dark too.
Although I could have gotten up and accomplished a few things, it was so nice to stay a little longer. While the storm was thrashing around me, I was in a cocoon. I was wrapped in a flannel blanket, underneath a dawn comforter. How nice to savor the moment in this place of warmth and stillness. How nice to feel the pleasure of having the "souls" of my feet off the floor and to feel the body rest in this comfortable bed.
Every now and then my heart would say, ever so softly, an Our Father or Hail Marry. But this morning I was not praying to God. I was savoring the presence of God. I was feeling His warm protection and His tender love. So many times our lives feel like we are constantly walking through a severe storm. Perhaps due to family, job, or financial pressures. Perhaps due to anxiety, depression, melancholy, or the dark night of the soul.
If we can just keep this place of Divine Stillness within us all day long, we will be able to be at peace, savoring the presence of God in the midst of a any storm. I pray that I can... I pray, so that I can...
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